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All People around The World Pray For Indonesia

Now, my motherland is crying again. October 26 2010 noted: some huge disaster happened in Indonesia-my beloved motherland again: Tsunami at Mentawai Islands West Sumatra, Mount Merapi eruption at Yogyakarta-Middle Java, Wasior Flash Flood that killed hundreds of people. Why Indonesia? Why disaster? Is it reminder from God that we mean nothing? Is it reprimand for our arrogance  so far? We should back to God, introspect ourselves! Whatever disaster happen there must be some reasons. Then, please pray for Indonesia.

Indonesia Oh Indonesia. Here, and only here many sad stories, bad news frequently happens. Why Indonesia? Why in this World’s largest Muslim Country? are there somethings wrong happen? Ask to our own heart! Cause in the bottom of our heart may we will find the answer. Personally, it reminds me to remember that it is wrong time to be arrogant, egoist , consumptive. It reminds me that there are so many our country brothers and sisters  are less lucky and we need to care each other.

Stop crying Indonesia ! Keep Fight For Better Life ! Whatever happen, We still love you!

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“Selamat Jalan” GUS DUR

perhaps… he is the most inspiring man in my life!

this year, 2009 is ended by very deep condolescene for me.  The one who many times have inspired me how I think about life, how i understand Islam as my religion, that day: 30th December 2009 he passed away.  Selamat Jalan Gus Dur. Selamat jalan the real president, Selamat jalan the real nation-wide teacher of Indonesia. Allah always blesses you.

If tomorrow never comes

The time went by swift.

It is the end of this year and I am still here facing tomorrow that I am not sure what will happen.

Day by day lately make me blur never knows what actually I am looking for in this Life.

Sometime I feel I have misled to tired directionless days.

I need a time to contemplate the rest of my Life.

Who will guide me, but the only one you oh my God.

Overwhelmed: Hmm………

“Too Many things want to do in Too limited time”.  Yes, definitely that is perfectly describing how I am right now lately. My desk in my office is fulled with work sheet. In my computer and laptop desktop as well, too many things overwhelmed me there.

Before joining Information System Department, faculty of Information Technology ITS as lecturer, one of things drive me to choose this profession is by being a lecturer, I will have spare times for out of work activities. I was imagining besides delivering lecture to my students, I can actively join another social and  religious organizations and activities. Dedicating my times not only in my work place, but also contributing in other places.

But, Imagination not always comes True. haha….. My Imagination is absolutely false. Standing here,  I am overwhelmed with many many works. Not only dealing with academic and lecturing activities. Even, I can not accomplish all my  academic activities.  Delivering lecture without any preparation is one of bad habit example here. And Writing is the worst case example. Here, I have never time for writing many ideas in my heads. Thus, regrettably many ideas in my head flight away by the time goes away, never have a chance to keep them in written manuscript.

Sometime, I thinks I should learn how to be effective people. Hemm… Good Idea, but I have never a great t ime s to learn it. In each weekend I have to got to go out this city, traveling in another city for my another activities.

So, when I  enjoy my Life? haha… fortunately, I am happy with everything I have done and doing. Although my life looks so hard but, I am happy. Dealing with anything that I love much. May tomorrow always gets better and better.

Well, Whatever happens, there should be a reason. Its My Life. And I love my Life as it is.

Just want to follow their foot steps print

kh ilyasWhen someone graduated from University, what does many people expect? Getting a good job with high salary in such as in Multinational Oil and Gas Company for example, isn’t.But, I do not know why I do not really interested to do so.

I have imagined my self,  got those prestigious kind of Jobs. Then  I could make much money from my Job. Then I could buy a luxurious cars, glotious houses, marry with dreamy beautiful girl, travel on the vacation around the world,  taste all delicious food, get funny sons and daughters. Then less than 40 years later, eventually I will die. That’s all about of a Life?

I am not hypocrite, I am also dreaming to be like that. Because I know not everyone can pursuit those kind of Life. But, I sometime think this Life is too short, merely  just to  pursuit those kind of Life. Is those kind of Life make sense and in line  with the purpose and objective of our creation here. Life just to pursuit money and happiness for ourselves.

Yeah I know. Its all about, choice of Life.  And I am not in full of  my heart to pursue those kind of Life. I think there is something more important than that. To be honest, I am so impressed with the way of life of Ulema. Ulema is Scientist and best practitioner  in Religion [Islam]. They life so humble for their self, so far away from to be greedy.  But, they dedicate all of their life  for others. They contribute much for others. They so close with their God. Learn knowledge, and share the knowledge for others. Not only knowledge for this Life, but also knowledge about Life after Life. Really, Really they life in real life. In each single of their life seems to be meaningful, not only for their self. But also give a meaning for others.

Oh God, I am praying to pursuit this kind of Life, the Life of Ulema. Someone who loves You much, and You love him/her much as well. I just want to follow their foot steps prints. The foot steps of Ulema, the heir of your prophets. The prophets who guide us to attain you.

cakshon [@ ITS 010409 : 07:56 AM]