“Too Many things want to do in Too limited time”. Yes, definitely that is perfectly describing how I am right now lately. My desk in my office is fulled with work sheet. In my computer and laptop desktop as well, too many things overwhelmed me there.
Before joining Information System Department, faculty of Information Technology ITS as lecturer, one of things drive me to choose this profession is by being a lecturer, I will have spare times for out of work activities. I was imagining besides delivering lecture to my students, I can actively join another social and religious organizations and activities. Dedicating my times not only in my work place, but also contributing in other places.
But, Imagination not always comes True. haha….. My Imagination is absolutely false. Standing here, I am overwhelmed with many many works. Not only dealing with academic and lecturing activities. Even, I can not accomplish all my academic activities. Delivering lecture without any preparation is one of bad habit example here. And Writing is the worst case example. Here, I have never time for writing many ideas in my heads. Thus, regrettably many ideas in my head flight away by the time goes away, never have a chance to keep them in written manuscript.
Sometime, I thinks I should learn how to be effective people. Hemm… Good Idea, but I have never a great t ime s to learn it. In each weekend I have to got to go out this city, traveling in another city for my another activities.
So, when I enjoy my Life? haha… fortunately, I am happy with everything I have done and doing. Although my life looks so hard but, I am happy. Dealing with anything that I love much. May tomorrow always gets better and better.
Well, Whatever happens, there should be a reason. Its My Life. And I love my Life as it is.